the future is uncertain and the end is always near

Wings to Fly ♥: Dear Ex-Best Friend

wingstoflyskyhighh:

Dear you,

Just being around you was hard as fuck for a long time. All the bullshit you put me through killed me inside and tore me up. It wasn’t something I was used to. I, who holds loyalty to friends above all else, I, who was your friend since we were little, I did not expect you to turn into…

If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise, don’t even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives and maybe even your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery-isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance, of how much you really want to do it. And, you’ll do it, despite rejection and the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you’re going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that. You will be alone with the gods, and the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter. It’s the only good fight there is.
They make it look so easy. Connecting with another human being. It’s like no one’s told them that it’s the hardest thing in the world.
Dexter Morgan, Dexter (via burningpavements)
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